Thursday, January 22, 2015

Baybe

Hahah hi to TAY, hi to the babies author :P
I am someone who loves TAY as much as anybody else would do :P
Someone having a bad mood in the morning and someone is sleeping right now to restore energy for enjoying a show later on. And I was the last someone here. Hahah XD
Recently I had received some calls from my friends that I can never expected that they will call me and have a conversation with me. I was kinda shock as well as pleased :3
Did I ask for more? A friendship that is real, fair and square, is this so much to be done? I don't know.
The past is all in the past. Forgive done. Forget never. Like, never.
I know why by myself... I am not as pretty as them, not rich, no topic to talk with like them, yea I guess I know why even more on that day. I never was one like anyone of you. I accept the fact because it is the way that it should be like. I'm not going to say that I'm thankful to anyone of you, or sorry. Because I meant nothing from the start until now. I was nothing to you all from the very beginning, when I really treat you all like everything. Everything. Time proves that I was wrong. So wrong. Without this two girls and some those friends of mine who really did care about me, I swear and I know, I can never get my feet back up in my life back then. Maybe I never grow up, and never learn my lesson in my life but yes. I still know what is right and what is wrong. What is good or what is bad. What is mine, is mine. What isn't belong to me, I'll let go. Because holding on to something that can never going to be yours when you already know it, there will be no result in the end. Time wasted. Emotional wasted. Tears wasted. Love wasted. Money wasted. For someone who never and ever give a shit about you? What for? They are living their life so well, leaving you feels like you lose everything. They don't care. Not even a second... Sad. But it is okay. Everything is going to be alright. Guess you'll never know how strong you are... Until being strong is the ONLY choice you have. I learned that shit happens but life goes on. The thing is... I'm just a human, I have feelings too. I can be sad, don't I?
TAY anniversary 1209 days? I just want to say... Sorry and Thank you for everything girls. :')
-still counting. Till infinite and beyond.

Monday, January 12, 2015

Babies

Who am I? XD

I am someone who love Ting Ann Yun a lot...........