5th of November 2015

to everyone who is reading this,

here are some of the few things I would like to convey to my beloved friends....

well, actually, no .. here are just my two cents ;)

what is a human life without the presence of a mixture of excitement,worries,frustration and etc?
I don't know about your answer to this but all I know was to me, life is designated to be this way, to assist the growing and civilization of human beings. How does one grow up, how does one increase maturity while aging without a little challenge and obstacle in life? I would say that, life will be a complete dull without an exciting roller coaster ride which there is a start, a climax and an end. Sometimes, the road is a little bumpy but that's what makes it interesting and exciting! Imagine going to an amusement park and you were forced to sit on a kiddie ride which probably....bores the hell out of you and you would definitely not opt for a second ride for that ;)

After all of these that I've said, I just want to say that.. challenges and obstacles make life stronger and make you wiser in the growing process :) I know, it's hard, it's difficult, it's tedious and sometimes tiring to face all of these alone but that's how life works. A difficult process will guarantee a beautiful result :-). You might think I'm bullshitting.. you might think saying it is easy but let me tell you, you aren't the only one who is undergoing all these things alone.. you might ask yourself, what differs from you and other people? why are other people taking things so lightly and optimistically? Well, the answer is actually quite simple... it's the way how one view problems and issues in life.

Actually, it's all about self-reflection and self-resolving. Others even your family members and close friends are not going to help you solve your problems, but it's them who will help you ease your burden just a little. Instead of having a negative perspective of life, let's change it a little, perhaps an 180 degree turn? ;-) What do you think of that? Notice a straight line, turning 180 degree turn...it looks the same isn't it? and notice how I didn't state which direction you should turn? Yeah, it's up to you to decide if you want it to turn clockwise or anti-clockwise. Either way should bring you to the same results. I.e., even though the end results will still be the same, it's your choice, your decision to see things in a good or bad way :)

In conclusion, it's the way one sees life, it's the choice one makes to make life a little happier for everybody including you! Have fun and enjoy life at fullest! You're still a teenager and college life should be one of the best moments in life :) Make it a memorable one.... :)

29102015

Hi. It's me again. Why am I always here? Hmmm. Simply because... I miss you two. I really do. I have no place to rage. I have no place to run and hide from the world. I have no place to scream and shout. Oh gosh. This is the only place that I can speak out of everything that keep deep inside my heart each and everyday. I am so upset. But I choose not to tell both of you not because I do not take you girls as friends, but it's because... I think I'm mature enough to grow up already. But no, I do not mean that I am mature enough to solve the problems in my life. It's because of a lot of aspects in my life and I really need to be myself at least once in a lifetime... I have stop being myself since I tried to pleased everyone in my life because my suffer can fulfill everybody's happiness. Hurting myself is the choice that I have choose to live as. And I'm telling you that I've had enough of it. I swear it hurts so much. Why can't people try to please me as well like what I did for them? I truly appreciate even a single bit that people do for me but why? This never change since primary school until now. Everything that I do have beyond what I think I can handle but all I get in return is rubbish rubbish rubbish treatment. Am I so worthless? Is caring people's feelings a very wrong thing to do? Should I like shop caring what other people feels?  Am I not a human being? Why this issues in my life keeps repeating? Why? Am I that stupid for them to use, to bully, to ignore, and to laugh on? I'm so freaking tired of everything. Can I just escape? No. I know I can't. They are just a lesson that God's trying to teach me. I'll prove that I'm capable enough to face it. Because it's my journey to live in. I can do it. I must do it. And I will do it. I'll be myself again. I am me. Hakuna Matata.

Hulo

Hi. Can't believe I'm actually here. Hmmm it makes hell out of a lot of sense why only I am here but not the two of you. (If you two know what I mean HAHAHAH) I am only here to brag about you two. I am so happy that you two are living so well. Well maybe I was wrong, maybe you girls are suffering all by yourself and not telling out, but do bear one thing in mind. You two are the strongest people that I ever met in my life. Life may be tough, but YOU are tougher than life. ;) Love you guys. You will never be alone. :) God bless.

Baybe

Hahah hi to TAY, hi to the babies author :P
I am someone who loves TAY as much as anybody else would do :P
Someone having a bad mood in the morning and someone is sleeping right now to restore energy for enjoying a show later on. And I was the last someone here. Hahah XD
Recently I had received some calls from my friends that I can never expected that they will call me and have a conversation with me. I was kinda shock as well as pleased :3
Did I ask for more? A friendship that is real, fair and square, is this so much to be done? I don't know.
The past is all in the past. Forgive done. Forget never. Like, never.
I know why by myself... I am not as pretty as them, not rich, no topic to talk with like them, yea I guess I know why even more on that day. I never was one like anyone of you. I accept the fact because it is the way that it should be like. I'm not going to say that I'm thankful to anyone of you, or sorry. Because I meant nothing from the start until now. I was nothing to you all from the very beginning, when I really treat you all like everything. Everything. Time proves that I was wrong. So wrong. Without this two girls and some those friends of mine who really did care about me, I swear and I know, I can never get my feet back up in my life back then. Maybe I never grow up, and never learn my lesson in my life but yes. I still know what is right and what is wrong. What is good or what is bad. What is mine, is mine. What isn't belong to me, I'll let go. Because holding on to something that can never going to be yours when you already know it, there will be no result in the end. Time wasted. Emotional wasted. Tears wasted. Love wasted. Money wasted. For someone who never and ever give a shit about you? What for? They are living their life so well, leaving you feels like you lose everything. They don't care. Not even a second... Sad. But it is okay. Everything is going to be alright. Guess you'll never know how strong you are... Until being strong is the ONLY choice you have. I learned that shit happens but life goes on. The thing is... I'm just a human, I have feelings too. I can be sad, don't I?
TAY anniversary 1209 days? I just want to say... Sorry and Thank you for everything girls. :')
-still counting. Till infinite and beyond.

Babies

Who am I? XD

I am someone who love Ting Ann Yun a lot...........

TAY **hearts**

TO TAY :))
weiii :P 1/10 over dy eh and I just remembered T_T sorry my bad :(
aiyo :( so busy right nowadays? because of the PMR :(

But I'm here to wish TAY a good luck in PMR and wish you guys all the best .
HEHEHE :D


                                       lots of love,
                                       sue ann ;)

Its been 6 months n that's nobody here LOL D:

i don't know u guys will saw this post or not but just.................
GOODLUCK for PMR,kay?
:3.
iloveyou guys.

- SueAnn,
I know i cant by ur side when u need someone .. D:
i really dont know what to do to make u feel better O:
feel free to tell us when u're unhappy sad upset angry disappointed or whatever larh :P
u're not alone .. 
u hv us, and ur other friends, and ........... HIM x)
:)
cheer up :D
we're here for u :D
wish u happy holiday :DD 


- LiYun,
How r u ? :x
also not that fine rite ? :x
just forget abt those things and hv a happy holiday (:
and when u want to online O:
always appear off TT xD
hmmm.
IF u really unhappy cuz of that thing ,
feel free to tell us too :)
and happy holiday too xD


I miss you two so much O:
Hope u two are fine (:
Iloveyouguys <3

Dedicated 2 u two :D <3

HappyDragonYear ♥ ann .

it's been 1 year 2 months 4 weeks and 2 days . 


happy dragon year to TAY :] 




sorry if I had did anything wrong in the past but I promise I won't let it happen anymore in the present and I'll be better in the future. 


thankyou for everything you all had give me. The happy moments, keep it. The sad moments, forget it. The angry moments , learn the lesson from it. Life is full of surprises and ups downs , that's why life is beautiful . Just like the river with rocks. Will the river be beautiful without rocks? 

If One Day

If one day you feel like crying... Call me. I don't promise that I will make you laugh, But I can cry with you. If one day you want to run away- Don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask you to stop... But I can run with you. If one day you don't want to listen to anyone... Call me. I promise to listen to you. And I promise to be very quiet. But if one day you call And there is no answer. Come fast to see me. Maybe I need you.

:) life is not only about you, it's about how you make it meaningful by adding some people in it. Life is not only your burden , do not try to burden yourself by putting all the blames to yourself. Human sometimes needs help. No one deserves to be alone , deserves to carry all the burden alone. That's why God created Eve for Adam and that's why I'm here to carry the burden with you. 


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to ting ,


hello , dear. :) 
i know, the last 2month wasn't such a good month for you.. 
i know i wasn't a person who knows how to comfort people , i wasn't a great friend to advise you either 
but I just want to say sorry if you felt that i didn't care anything about you. i'm sorry :( 
like what people usually quote, silence is the best language for most of the situation. 
so, I'd rather stay silence than saying something maybe you won't like. 
i promise you, i will become a better friend to you next year and .. try to care about you more often than just sitting down reading your blog and do nothing. 


before i end this letter to you , i would just like to say , 
happy new year and hopefully, your life would be much more happier and cheerful next year. God will hear what my heart says and He will bless you ! :) 


Although I couldn't say anything that can change any situations and give constructive comments , but I promise, I will pray everyday for YOU to have better mood day by day.


thank you , Ting . For the days you have accompany us, i'm grateful and thankful to have a friend like you.
thankyouuuu <3


BFF forever :)) i love you . <3


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to yun ,


hello yunn yunn ! :) how's life? Seems like this holiday,you have went to lots of place and seldom online too . I hope you're fine because it seems like someone **ekhem** wasn't that fine though. I believe you didn't do anything but it was him who thinks too much -.-  I'm just wondering, when can I see an update from your blog? T_T or maybe telling us where you go and what you did there during your holidays? Hmmmm ~ :) 


I hope you're fine too . I hope everything is going the way you want and I hope life gives you full happiness. 
I hope you don't feel so lonely like I do right now :(( Now, I know how it feels like when I don't have siblings.
You don't have any siblings since you are born, and really, I pity you. Is life more lonely without siblings? To me, YES . Although I have siblings, but they are all busy achieving success in their life and only I'm the one is playing fool around and playing computer all day. 


hmmmm... this holiday, it seems like you had disappeared to the other dimension but I'm sure you are still in my heart. :DD so , I have nothing to say more. 


Hope next year the class you're going satisfy you ! :DD 


Yunn , may God bless you always and i'm very thankful that God gave me a friend like you to friend with. Thankkyouu babe Yun.


happynewyear!
iloveyou <3 :)
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of course, as for the readers here, 


sue ann here wish you a happy dragon yearrr!! :)) may God bless you and i love you guys!! :D




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- byee byee ~ ily <3 


- sue ann :D <3

Hello 091211

Hello guys :]
Agree with Ting
This blog.. quite long no people update lerh :)

But who cares?
As long as our relationship is still on going , this blog can just be another way to communicate with other people.
Lately, a lot of things had happened . The mixture of good and bad things.

Times passes so fast, yet people never grow fast .
What have you guys been doing?
I'm slowly cutting less on computer and slightly prepare for next year's PMR !

HA. I'm a liar I guess ,
I've never cut down on computer , because I am addicted to it.
See , time passes fast and yet, I am still not mature enough to think about my future life and do something about it.

So,let's talk about DECEMBERRRRRR!

"jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the way"


YES,Christmas is coming and what's you guy's wish?
I wish that all I got for Christmas is everyone's happiness and healthiness :]
Have you guys did Christmas shopping?
Hmm, I didn't . :3
Y.E.S is also near.
[Yea, it's Year End Sale]

So, what have you been doing this December?
Yun flied had an approximately 5 hours flight to Taiwan .
Did you had fun there? Brought any souvenirs for me? Hohoho. Santa Claus Yun ! XD
HEHE,Yun,it's your time to explain about your trip to Taiwan dy lorh ~ xD

As for Ting,
Hmm,I don't know ,
it seems like you stayed at home this whole holiday ,right?
Umm, same as me . :[
Don't let sad things pull you down into blues , Ting ~
Enjoy the last month of holiday and sleep like nobody's business and shut the mouth of annoying and irritating people.

For me, Ann?
I didn't go anywhere , same as Ting :]
but I'm now having tuition classes for 3 weeks of this month!
Actually,to be more accurate,it's only 7 days of tuition .  So , it's like 1 week only?
There are 2 days of 6 hours tuition.
10am-4pm , in between there's 1 hour break .
[2x6 = 12hours]
So,that means there are 5 days of 4 hours tuition
[ 5x4=20hours]

Meanwhile , 12+20 = 32 hours.
Yes. I spent 32 hours in tuition , full of laughter , and non stop fun. :]
How cool is that?

I've started Sejarah Chapter 1 and don't know how many topics ,
it's about latar belakang Jepun ,
Mikado Meiji is once a clever and brilliant king.
Can conclude,if it wasn't for Mikado Meiji,Japan wouldn't be The World leader of technology.
It's awesome,right? How a king changed a poor and so "mundur" Japan into a rich and full of technology Japan. It's WONDERS :]
Respect Mikado Meiji !

Asia untuk Orang Asia.

I've started Geografi too , chapter 1 too ! :]
It's all about kedudukan... what utaraan ,timuran  .. Hmm yeah .
A Kedudukan chapter that is much more complicated than those past kedudukan chapters.

For Science,
I believe everyone is excited for chapter 4? LOL
but I started Chapter 1 only ~
which teaches the breathing process .

HMM. Yeah,so it's like that only lorh ~

HEHE, guess what?
I'm sick right now.
Eating medicine that can cure me seriously is a fun thing.
LOL .
Yes, God bless me.

HEHE :]
So when's TAY next date?
I'm waiting ~ muahxc !


- loves,
sue ann

Hello xD

This blog is full of dust :P

Time past so fast. /.\

TAY hv been together for 1 year 2 months 1 week and 1 day :D

But we will be together forever larh right? xDD

Okay im goin to off soon :D

Goodnite <3

- YaTing :)

why nodody's on it house de :D?

arhahahahaha
first
2011 want gone liaw LOL!
i duno this year good or bad for you guys ;)
but i know mine
normal
haha
but here ,
wish you all have a good start for 2012
kays? :D
will be continue ...
-yun

Finally :DD

Finally is our Ann's birthday x)
Happybirthday girl ♥
Hv a nice day :DD
Cant wait to see you two :)) ♥

eheheh x)))

hi tingannyun xD
someone's birthday coming right ?
x)
is countdown - ing ... :DDD
this few days crazy studying , sorry for din't contact you two DD';
two days arh xP
- MISS NOBODY x)

Happy TAY Anniversary !

[ BGM PLEASE ! =) Let's just have a happy song for BGM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I2uJGPJzpts ]

Happy , Sad , Angry , Disappointments , Crazy , Frustrated moments,
do forget those unnecessary and keep the memorable ones.

Today , is the day where we known each other for almost 1 year !
I bet it's more than 1 year ,right?
For Ting, I've been her special friend :)
For Yun, I'm already one of her friend in primary school already !

So, it's not 1 year, it's 1year ++++++ !

I don't know what to say anymore since I've say almost EVERYTHING in smses !
It's fate , it's destiny
that we three meet together and become ONE when we are together !

~~~~~~~ Aih. Words can describe our relationship,right ? :)

So , I love you guys alot ! je t'aime <333333333


Love from ,
Sue Annnnnnn.

hey TA x))

TING ANN
enjoy ya day =]

We three again x))

【什么星座最值得爱】
冠军（白羊座）
亚军（狮子座）
季军（天蝎座）

【小时候哭哭啼啼长大却非常坚强星座排名】

冠军（白羊座）
亚军（天蝎座）
季军（狮子座）
第四名（巨蟹座）
第五名（水瓶座）

- YaTing.

hi xDD .

is been a while ~
hi ~ xDD ...
TAY <3 ...
Single jor lurr ~
hehe..
duno is happy or sad ,
but i know I NEED SOME TIME =]
u 2 can help me from recover maa ?
hehe ..
i think can laa :) .
haha............
since.........
i duno duno duno ~
i dun wan know anything abt him
i dun wan care anything abt him
i dun wan think anything abt him
i dun know him
i duno duno duno duno duno!
everytime his name appear ,
is just a broken heart.
is just a sad heart
is just a hurt heart
i hurt him
he hurt me
I DUNKNOW
i dun wan to care ...............
is all because.........
I LOVE HIM DEEPLY .
I DON'T WANNA LOST HIM .
I REALLY DOES CARE HIM
I REALLY..............................
HATE HIM!
but now ,
everything CHANGE
HE HAD BEEN CHANGE
i dun noe .
don't ask me still gt like him anot,
PLEASE .
because,
i duno ,
i
will
answer you
LOVE
or
HATE.
</3

【2011遭好友背叛的星座】NO.1天蝎座 NO.2天秤座 NO.3狮子座 NO.4白羊座

LOL ? :O

- YaTing .

Who's was born in this day?

Who was born on this day?
Of course our princess , Ting larh.

Happy Birthday <3











No more wishes . HAHA =D

Sometimes , 1 sentence can represent alot of things .

Tata.

This is Taemin's girl .
I know you know she know he know who am I ,right?