Don't know why.

I just don't know why.... I do not know if I'm selfish or not. I think I am or else I won't think like this.............
I promised myself..
Not every friend also been welcomed to my house.
I just don't feel natural or happy if it's not my close friends come to my house.
I just don't know why.
Not my house is poor or what..
I just can't take it.
I didn't looked down on my family..
It's just that..
There's always something in family that I can only let close friends know..
I don't like to let just normal friends know my thing.

I don't know larh.
Don't know whether I'm selfish or not..
I don't care.
All I know is.....
Only close friends were able to come to my house.......